How can I deal with the conflicts in daily life?

Love and Faith, both of which are worthy for a fighting, have conflicts within my life.

Huge pressure is going to kill me during waiting good news from US.

Nothing to do but a lot of things are going to overwhelm after returning USTC.

I should get rid of this state from now on.

Cheer UP!!

Hope to record a new life with this blog site.

The purpose is not to gain fame.

I like my English name: Raingo. I like people call me Raingo, because it makes feel close. I want to change myself, although I have been 22 years old. Life is a process of self improvement with self dependent.

I have already published some of my ideas in my home page hosted in USTC ftp. HERE is the link to this wiki page. I will stop update that website, and continue update this site instead.

This is no longer a wiki page. Instead, I will record all of my idea, all of what I want to share with everyone.

What I have confidence with myself is listed below,

1. Hard work. I lack in talents born with me, but I will put more efforts to make up this shortage of talents.
2. Honest and Frank. I prefer being defeated to wining by dishonest.
3. Outgoing. I am always prepared to make new friend.

What I don't satisfy with myself listed below,

1. Not commitment enough to the goals.
2. Shortage of self control

No more chance left if I failed to update myself from now on.

Keep going. Towards the dream!!